spRing cLeaNiNg...just feels like, kahit na bumabagy0 na dit0 sa pinas...hehehe!

ahuh, im m0vin my fave p0sts fr0m my oLd bLog site in here...y'kn0w why?! c0z my sistahs are aLL in here...that's why...hehehe! :o)

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Thursday, July 31, 2003

Think
by Raquel Aleman

When u sit down don't make a sound and really think
About love and all the things it does
It doesn't make any sense
Yet all of us fall for it, like we are dense
Because we go with our heart
Even though we know what we're getting our self into from the start
I'm scared to fall in love I'm not going to lie
When it comes, i want to be like a dove and away I'll fly
But I might be to late because I think it's here
I can't run from my fate right now falling in love is what I fear
I know that I have strong feelings but why does it have to be all that
In the future I don't want to regret anything when I look back
But what if it's him?
Because, when he's not around my world seems so dim
And when he is by me it's like heaven's brightest lights
Walking down the street, people are blinded cause my smile so bright
What should I do? Tell me, what if I was you
Before I asked you that question I already knew
Like everyone else, you'd let your heart walk you
through...

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Friday, August 01, 2003

h0nestly, i really wanted t0 p0st the chinese versi0n...but whats the p0int if n0 0ne can understand it...diba?!
this s0ng has been haunting me (as in!...ehehe...exaggerated ba?!) f0r weeks n0w...i dunn0, i really liked it even when i havent seen the translati0n yet & i liked it even m0re when i did see the english versi0n...& whats weird is that i dunn0 why i feel like i can relate t0 it but the fact is that i havent felt (pretty sure 0f it) that way yet...hhhhmmm, maybe in my past life huh?! ill never kn0w i guess...

THE LOVE YOU WANT (english translation of ni yao de ai)

Although I often dream of you

I still have no idea

It's raining outside

Which day is it today

But I don't know

Where you went

Although I have never doubted you

I still feel uneasy

Who is your one and only

Forgive me for doubting myself

I understand the love I want

Will spoil me

Like a little child

Who only knows how to bebad in your arms

The love you want Is not just reliance

Must be like a man

Even in bad weatherLeads a carefree life

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Saturday, August 02, 2003

Falling for you

an0nym0us

As days passed by,
I felt something rather unusual,
The friendship that I used to share with you,
Seem to go deeper and develops
into a complicated manner.
Your presence enlightens my day
and wipes out all my troubles,
With you around, there seem
to be no space for others.
I could no longer resist a day
without a glimpse of you,
I think I’m going crazy thinking
of you every night,
Wondering how could I get over this
feeling for you.
Wishing that someday I’ll be back to
my real senses again,
Because I know that your heart
falls for someone special,
And never to a person like me
who lives in a world of fantasy.
I’ll keep everything within me
because of fear of losing you,
Once you get to know that I’m
really falling for you.

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Friday, August 08, 2003

if a fish feLL inLuv with a bird

could they Live together?

could one fLy with fins?

could one remove its wings?

how pathetic...

Luv cant change whats n0t meant t0 be.

h0nestLy, i d0nt think its pathetic...i think its reaLLy brave to be inluv with s0me0ne s0 different fr0m y0u. i even think its meant t0 be! i d0nt care if i s0und naive 0r weird...i still believe in Luv a great deaL! i beLieve that it can m0ve m0untains & surpass time...i guess it aLL depends 0n the parties inv0Lved...if they trust and have faith in Luv & in each 0ther...im sure that their Luv will heLp them thr0ugh aLL the struggLes! & besides it d0esnt reaLLy matter h0w different u look fr0m each 0ther...its juss the facade anywayz! what reaLLy matters is h0w that pers0n makes u feeL & h0w much u understand each 0ther & h0w much u are wiLLing t0 give f0r that s0me0ne. We'LL never kn0w...maybe that bird is wiLLing t0 give up its wings 0r maybe that fish is wiLLing t0 Learn h0w t0 fLy with its fins...we'LL never reaLly kn0w h0w p0werful & magical Luv can be...i think aLL we hafta d0 is beLieve!

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Wednesday, September 03, 2003

CONTINOUSLY SEARCHING
by Tressa Brown

Continuously searching for that field of gold.

Forever looking for someone to hold.

Close to my heart.

Never wanting to be apart.

But all I ever feel is a deep chill.

Wonder if I still have the will.

To live day by day.

I sit and pray.

There has to be someone out there.

But I can't see where.

As the days go by.

I sit and wonder why.

I feel the touch of a hand.

But nothing takes me to that fantasy land.

My soul feels dead and weak.

But still I seek.

For one who shares those simple things.

That lead to those golden rings.

A life of security and family.

It's easy to see.

But to capture it.

I just can't make it fit.

I want that dream so bad.

But my heart's so sad.

People use me for pleasure.

I use them to fill the emptiness, why I'm not sure.

It used to be easy.

Now it's just sleazy.

There's something wrong with everyone.

If it feels right they're gone by rising sun.

I'm left feeling cold.

That scenes already old.

I want respected.

Not neglected.

I can't let them in.

So I pay the price of sin.

I sit and wait.

But for that life am I to late.

I'm 24.

But I can't take anymore.

I feel raped by life.

It cuts deep as a knife.

There's no one to blame.

I did it to myself and I am in shame.

Wonder who I am.

And if anyone really gives a damn.

What steps to take.

And a life I'll make.

I pray "God guide me".

Help me be what I want to be.

Stop this pain.

And these days of rain.

Before I can reach that field of gold.

I need to get back the soul I sold.

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Saturday, September 06, 2003


i guess s0me things are inevitable...like feeling sad 0r feeling depressed...but i guess i juss hafta st0p thinkin b0ut it...maybe i sh0uld juss think b0ut the things i believe in & instead 0f dwelling 0n the depressing things that has been happening maybe i sh0uld juss think 0f the things that will give me h0pe & stay 0n the p0sitive side 0f things...like this creed...

i believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge...that myth is more potent than history...that dreams are more powerful than facts...that hope always triumphs over experience...that laughter is the only cure for grief...& I believe that love is stronger than death!
-- ROBERT FULGHUM : aLL i reaLLy need t0 kn0w i learened in kindergarten (the storyteller's creed)

i like this piece a lot...maybe beacause i believe w/ the same stuff...alth0ugh i kn0w alot wh0 d0esnt believe in this kinda things & thinks that people wh0 believe in such things are f00lish...i d0nt really care if a lot of people find me naive 0r that im such a dreamy pers0n 0r that its f00lish t0 believe in such things...the hell w/ what 0ther ppl think... !

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Tuesday, September 16, 2003

sticks & st0nes may bReak uR b0nes but w0rds can break uR heart…
--ROBERT FULGHUM

s0 true isn’t it?! Id rather be beaten black & blue than hear painful w0rds esp. fr0m a pers0n I c0nsider a ‘kakampi’…it juss hurts like hell…a smack t0 uR heart right thr0ugh uR s0uL kinda thing…

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Saturday, September 20, 2003

‘s0metimes u cann0t believe what u see, u have t0 beLieve what u feel. & if u are ever g0ing t0 have 0ther pe0pLe trust u, u must feel that u can trust them, t00 – even when ure in the dark. Even when ure faLLin.’

--M0RRIE SCHWARTZ

i g0t this fr0m the b00k im readin right n0w...actually im aLm0st finished but id pr0LLy read it agaiN...heheh! i juss luv the b00k...as in...maybe bc0z i agree w/ m0st 0f the things it says like this 0ne...plangush naman diba?! if u want s0me0ne t0 trust u...u hafta trust them t00 & juss wish that u have given it t0 the right pers0n.

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Tuesday, September 23, 2003

‘if love was a ch0ice, wh0 w0uLd eveR ch00se such exQuisite paiN?!'
-tuptim (aNNa & the kiNg)

g00d thiNg it aiNt a ch0ice...hehehe!

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Monday, October 06, 2003

d0 the kind 0f thiNgs that c0mes fr0m the heaRt.wheN u d0, u w0Nt be dissatisfied, u w0nt be eNvi0us, u w0Nt be longing f0r s0meb0dy eLse’s thiNgs.ON the c0NtRary, u’LL be 0veRwheLmed with what c0mes baCk…
-M0RRIE SCHWARTZ (tuEsdays with moRRie)

i beLieve that if we d0 thiNgs fr0M the heaRt...the lesser we c0mmit thiNgs that we might regRet in the eNd. what eLse caN i say but...i agRee & that its s0 tRue!

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Wednesday, November 12, 2003

‘fRieNdship is the only cement that will ever hold the w0rLd t0getheR'
-w00dr0w wiLs0n

i use t0 think that aLL friendships are like this but i guess n0t...there sure are ppL wh0 pretends t0 be uR friend in fr0nt 0f u but stabs u as s00n as u turn ur back 0n them. ppL wh0 uses other ppL f0r their 0wn benefits...w0Lves in sheeps cL0thing! g00d thiNg i kn0w n0w wh0 my reaL friends are & th0se wh0 juss pretends t0 be my friends, that 0nLy kn0ws me wheN they wanT s0methiNg fr0m me. i stiLL beLieve that friendship is the onLy cement that wiLL ever h0Ld this w0rLd t0gether...but n0w, im aLs0 aware that there are ppL wh0 uses this idea f0r their 0wn hidden agendas. caLL me paran0id, but this kind 0f ppL reaLLy d0 exist...take my w0rd fr0m it!

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Monday, November 10, 2003

'life is beautifuL...sav0r eveRy m0meNt.’

Being happy doesn't mean everything's have t0 be perfect. It means you've decided to see beyond the imperfections.

i reaLLy like this th0ught s0 much...it makes a lot 0f sense t0 me! life's fuLL 0f imperfecti0ns m0st 0f the time (if n0t aLways), right?! & if we keep 0n lookin juss 0n that side we sure g0nna g0 insane but if we try t0 accept it as it is & see its beauty m0re than its imperfecti0ns...i think we'LL be abLe t0 see life differentLy...
ppL like life are aLs0 fuLL 0f imperfecti0ns. like me f0r exampLe, i aint perfect (& n0b0dy is, as far as i kn0w)...thats f0r sure...i aLs0 get tired, mess up, & freak 0ut every s0 0ften like any0ne eLse even th0 a lot find me t0 be such an 0ptimistic pers0n & s0me think that i d0nt even kn0w h0w t0 get depressed. f0r a fact...i d0 get depressed, sad, mad & aLL th0se awfuL thiNgs...but the 0nLy difference is that after i embraced & rec0gnized th0se feeLings i try n0t t0 h0Ld 0n them f0r t00 long...th0se feeLings are meant t0 be feLt...but n0t f0rever. i juss reaLized that im n0t afraid t0 be happy even th0 i kn0w at the back 0f my mind that it aint g0nna last f0rever either...i juss wanna live f0r the m0ment...f0r as long (0r sh0rt) it can last...!

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Saturday, April 10, 2004


waLa Lang...trip k0 Lang i-p0st it0h!

s0mEtiMes LoviNg c0uLd be s0 paiNfuL & diFFicuLt. buT itS aMaZing t0 kn0w tHat n0 maTTer h0w haRd iT iS, L0viNg s0me0ne iS stiLL tHe siMpLiEst rEas0n wHy y0u aLwayS find y0uRseLf sMiLing!

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Monday, March 08, 2004


weird...but it was my ateh wh0 1st liked this s0ng & n0w that ive read its lyrics in fuLL...i kinda feLt it...weird but true...

my immortal
by evanescence

I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all me childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave Coz you're presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light But now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you screamed i'd fight away all of your fears I held you hand through all of these years But you still have all of me I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone and though you're still with me I've been alone all along When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me

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Tuesday, October 05, 2004


a gurL friend 0f mine sent this msg t0 me...i was supp0se t0 deLete it w/ 0ut reading it c0z it Lo0ks Like th0se 0ther msgs ppl send 0ut juss f0r the sake 0f saying that they remember y0u c0z they f0rward s0mething t0 u...but b4 d0in s0, i suddenLy had the urge t0 read it...why?! i dunn0?! but i did read it & here it g0es...

have you ever wondered which hurts the most?

saying something & wishing you hadn't?
or Saying nothing & wishing you had?

i guess the most important things are the hardest things to say

don't be afraid to tell someone you love them
if you do, they might break your heart...
if you don't, you might break theirs

have u ever decided not to become a couple
because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't

You can't tell your heart what to doIt does it on its own....
when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to
have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had,
but that other person was too afraid to let you?Too many of us stay walled up
because we are too afraid to care too much...
for fear that the other person does not care as much,
or even at all.

have you ever denied your feelings for someone

because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid...afraid of what we don't know,

afraid of what others will think,afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done,
or could have had

& w0nder aLL ur Life…….